I feel guilty sometimes. I have a good life, but I never seem to be quite happy. I am always wanting something new, constantly searching for that thing that is ultimately going to make me happy. Does it exist? I’m not sure.
I think I know, but I’m not quite sure. I think a change of scenery, like a move out of state. Maybe a new business venture. Something to spark some creativity and adventure. The problem with both of these is that I have no idea where to start to make them become a reality. When I think of them, I get excited, but it makes me feel a bit helpless, like a boat going in circles.
I’m just not sure the next steps to take, which then makes me feel stressed and depressed, which I don’t need. Hoping one of these days to find what I am looking for and find that elusive feeling of overall happiness.